Taking a cue from Sleeping Beauty, i've gone and pricked my finger on the forbidden needle and miraculously put my life to sleep for an entire week. In other words, i've come down with a long overdue case of stomach flu, which i shall spare my non existent readers from the details of.
What i have realised is that when you take a week off from your life, you get to contemplate. Not necessarily out of free will, of course, but something about the air in February and the smell makes you want to think about what little you understand of life and search for some semblance of clarity, while in my case, rushing to the loo every hour or so. But i digress.
See, i'd rather not build my non existent reader's hopes up too much because i haven't gone very far with clarity. However, i did have a wonderful time looking out of my window and out into my favorite street from back home that i suddenly realised, i haven't seen much of in the past year. And i suddenly began to feel excited and happy, would you believe it, despite the antibiotics? I even got my old scruffy diary out and wrote a few sentimental page or two about Spring. And then doodled, but i digress again.
There is actually no point to this blogpost but i realised that since it is my blog, i'm allowed to be as pointless as i possibly can here since being pointless in real life is frowned upon.
BUT.
I do want to set myself some realistic goals for this year and stick to it. Like a project - like in the film Julie and Julia or one of those facebook photo challenge. Only, more fulfilling.
I want to write about this year. Not like i write in the diary, all sap and sensitivity. But really write, like a pro or a semi pro or at east somebody with perspective. Unbiased perspective, wit and humor. Is that very hard to do? Sure, one needs to practice, but 365 days is enough practice. And i shall do it on this very blog.
No one will suffer because no one reads this blog, and i shall be safe behind anonymity.
However, i WILL have to set some ground rules for this project. AND give it a fancy name?
Rule number 1: No self obsessed analysis or sentimentality.
Rule number 2: Only HONEST, humorous unbiased representation of the day/misc stuff.
Rule number 3: No cheating and therefore posting something EVERYDAY, two lines or two hundred.
Rule number 4: No relapsing into old habit of relationship oriented feisty-ness ONLY.
What i have realised is that when you take a week off from your life, you get to contemplate. Not necessarily out of free will, of course, but something about the air in February and the smell makes you want to think about what little you understand of life and search for some semblance of clarity, while in my case, rushing to the loo every hour or so. But i digress.
See, i'd rather not build my non existent reader's hopes up too much because i haven't gone very far with clarity. However, i did have a wonderful time looking out of my window and out into my favorite street from back home that i suddenly realised, i haven't seen much of in the past year. And i suddenly began to feel excited and happy, would you believe it, despite the antibiotics? I even got my old scruffy diary out and wrote a few sentimental page or two about Spring. And then doodled, but i digress again.
There is actually no point to this blogpost but i realised that since it is my blog, i'm allowed to be as pointless as i possibly can here since being pointless in real life is frowned upon.
BUT.
I do want to set myself some realistic goals for this year and stick to it. Like a project - like in the film Julie and Julia or one of those facebook photo challenge. Only, more fulfilling.
I want to write about this year. Not like i write in the diary, all sap and sensitivity. But really write, like a pro or a semi pro or at east somebody with perspective. Unbiased perspective, wit and humor. Is that very hard to do? Sure, one needs to practice, but 365 days is enough practice. And i shall do it on this very blog.
No one will suffer because no one reads this blog, and i shall be safe behind anonymity.
However, i WILL have to set some ground rules for this project. AND give it a fancy name?
Rule number 1: No self obsessed analysis or sentimentality.
Rule number 2: Only HONEST, humorous unbiased representation of the day/misc stuff.
Rule number 3: No cheating and therefore posting something EVERYDAY, two lines or two hundred.
Rule number 4: No relapsing into old habit of relationship oriented feisty-ness ONLY.
And just to keep old fashioned symmetry,
Rule number 5: Expecting absolutely NO ONE to read or appreciate what is posted here, today and henceforth.